15 october 2009

i don't know why , in that day i felt so afraid about my self.
in 14 october 2009 i have one bad feel about me , i'll pass away in my birthday 15 0ctober 2009.
i told it to my bestfriend ipul , i told him all.
i cried in that situation , i can't stop my emotion.
i felt so depressed , and very scared.
luckily i have many friends that can support me.
they said "tenang aja kok fi , besok lo masih bisa ketawa-tawa sm kita" , "besok kan lo ulang tahun pasti kita bakal seneng-seneng deh" , "tenang aja fia , suggest lo ga bener" and more more more.
in that way , i promised to Allah.
"yaAllah aku janji bakal rajin sholat , ngaji , ga ngelawan mama papa , selalu istighfar sm engkau. tolong beri aku kesempatan untuk perbaiki semua kesalahanku. masih banyak yg masih harus aku selesaikan. masa depanku masih ada yaAllah." , i really promised.
i knew Allah is fair , i knew Allah loves me and all creature in the world , i knew Allah listen to my promised.
and in my birthday i still can breath the air , laughed with my friends , got the birthday greet from my friends , got the cake from my family , and i still can pray and hope to Allah.

in my 16th birthday honestly i didn't want any great present or suprised (sebenernya mau hehe) i just want life and chance to fix my broken life , i want to make my family , friends , Allah and my country proud of me , i want to be Sholeha women , and i want to be an ordinary human but inside of me i have extraordinary personality.
amin amin yaAllah!
alhamdullilah and thaks for all :D

happy birthday papa!

ya ya hari ini bokap ultah yang ke-49.

dari pagi kita ga ada yang ucapin sama sekali , satu pun dari orang rumah ga ada.
ya bokap cm dapet ucapan dr facebook aja.
pake bilang ama gue gini lagi "mami sm papi kasih ucapannya lucu-lucu semua" haha gue cm ketawa miris aja nanggepinnya.
oke , gue emang udh ada rencana kasih kejutan walaupun murah dan ga seberapa tapi yang penting kita ucapinnya bareng-bareng.
tadinya dari siang gue mau beli kue abis jemput imbang dari tirtamas tapiiiiiiiiiii buana bakery tutup.
oke balik lagi pas malemnya eeeeeh masih tutup juga!
oke akhirnya ke bona donat beli donat aja abis itu kita susun jadi kue , gue beli 5. 2 brownies , 3 donat biasa.
balik ke rumah bokap lagi mandi , gue ama imbang langsung ke dapur nata donat abis itu kasiin lilin lalu nunggu bokap ampe selesai sholat.
pas bokap lagi main komputer kita datengin rame-rame sambil nyanyi dan odongnya lagi sepupu gue yang tadinya ga ada di rumah langsung ikutan biar dapet kue (dasar lo bim)
"happy birthday papa , happy birthday papa" bareng-bareng kita nyanyi dan bokap cm senyum trus ngomong "makin kecil aja kuenya hahaha" , gue blg aja lagi gini "ini aja patungan haha"
langsung tiup lilin , tapi ga lupa foto dulu haha narsis.
trus nyokap di suapin bokap kue abis itu gue langsung ambil yang brownies hahaha.
hem mungkin cm ini kali ya yang bisa gue ceritain disini hehe.

dan yang pasti buat papa , HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
semoga panjang umur , sehat selalu dan selalu sayang sama keluarga.
dapet rezeki yang banyak , rajin sholat dan dilindungi sm Allah.
amieeeeeeeenn!
mungkin kue dari kita ga seberapa tapi semoga ini berkesan untuk papa! haha
(^)

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hey hey para blog-walkers tersayang haha , gue ganti url lg tp insyaAllah ini bakal jd yg trakhir hehe ini nih urlnya http://journeytothelifeoffiaa.blogspot.com/
tolong di link lg yaaaa hehe ntr kalo udah ksh tau aja lewat chatbox biar gue re-link hehe oke oke?
thankssssssssssss!

bobby campo

oh my , i felt somethin' about him since i watched FINAL DESTINATION 4 .
he was so amazing , handsome and have his own chemistry.
maybe he didn't like the other actor , and ya he's new in film industry.
but he was make me weak!
aaarrrrrgggh , i think i fallin in love with him haha LOL
do you want to know who is he?
do you want to see his face?
here it is!

his smile , OH MY GOD!
i'm melting now!
haha how silly i am?