Hello.....long time no blogging. Freakin' miss me? I guess not..
Talk about "miss", right now I really miss someone I love.
But I can't do exactly what I want 'cause he's already gone.
It's been 6-7 months that we were having a relationship, yeah you guys will think that "it's not a long time" but it's very long time with me.
We love each other obviously but.............we are "different"
If you know what I mean, yeah you will know what I mean :p
Oh God, when I was typing this post I can't stop thinking about him not only now but EVERYDAY!
Me and him didn't want to be separated.
I really want to spend the rest of my life with him..
I really want to grow old with him..
I really want to be your everything forever..
I never regret to loving you, never.
But that's so many question in my head to you, God..
Why you create us "different" if you just want to be worshiped in one way?
Why you give us "Hello" if there's should be "Goodbye"?
Why you don't let us to be together?
WHY?????
I ASK YOUR WISDOM, GOD :'(
I DON'T MEAN TO JUDGE YOU, I JUST CONFUSE WITH YOUR PLAN.
HONESTLY, FROM DEEP DOWN OF MY HEART, I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS.
MAAF YAALLAH YATUHANKU :'(
Walaupun ga nyambung, but the point of this post is..
"ABANG BOS JELEK BUNCIT, AKU KANGEN BANGET SAMA KAMU :''''''''''(!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
